Thanks ...

[tamaranth]

... thanks to everyone who posted messages of sympathy, offers of help etc. They are very much appreciated.

Does anyone have a Visor Neo or Deluxe for sale or know where I can get one second-hand? A wonderful friend is loaning me hers for the weekend ...

I've cannibalised a Walkman from the remains of the current one and its predecessors, which may not sound important, but is.

The thing is, my subconscious mind is talking me towards the conviction that my attackers were the kids who hang around at the DLR station. Which means I will have to walk past them most evenings. Which means that they probably do know where I live.

At the moment I'm scared of the thought of going outside. And that makes me really angry: I am not going to rearrange my life around the threat of a gang of snot-nosed teenagers.

Comments

[serendipoz.livejournal.com]

I agree that contacting a victim support organization would be useful. I don't think you want to be either scared or angry - though both emotions are understandable and worthwhile - but I think you need to decide what is the correct resolution to allow you to feel comfortable.

Take care.